If I could scream any louder I would, If I could see in wider I would..if I could be any brighter...I would

This is my last post on this blog..from on you can get them here http://jordanhewlett.tumblr.com/

Yes it's true..If I could be any brighter I would. Truth is life couldn't be any better/brighter right now (despite the fact summer died and cold ass weather is heading our way) I'm sorry I haven't really gotten a blog out to you lately, I just haven't been in the point to where I could motivate myself to post anything than a rant about random things. Well this is a blog and I'm blogging to you. Out of the 280-some views on the last real blog post I'm sure only 20 of you actually cared...now correct me if I'm wrong but I can monitor how many have my blog linked by RSS Feeds or email updated..thats only 73 of you and that 73 of you show me you can enough to read or at least know when I've posted. But here it is.

The last two weeks have been a challenge for me. My good friend (since the age of 2) who's been battling sickness for the last year or so was diagonsed cancer and given 1 to 3 months to live. We've prayed and prayed and today the good news came. His time with us is now at 4 to 6 months and if the treatment contiunes to be as sucussful as it has been he may over come it. Along with that there are just a lot of things going on in my life and in the lives of those close to me that have made this a long couple weeks. I have the hands and hearts of Morgan, Katelynn, Jesse, Tarrin, and Justin to thank for making it easier than it started off to be. I've always been there and always will be there for others and others will always be there for me. No matter the issues at hand their are always positives. From all the years I've thrown it all way and all of the mistakes I've learned that keeping it bottled up inside will tear you apart. I can't look you in the face and say I'm proud of everything I've done because I am not. But I also can't tell you I regret most of them. I've learned something from everything I've been through. So thank you to all of those who once stood beside me, and to those who still do and those who didnt used to that do now. You are what keep me alive.

Side Notes:
Antix and myself have begun the preproduction process for a new album which won't be finished for a long time but works being done. Follow the progress here http://www.myspace.com/antixlevel7

Deficit released their first single off of their upcoming album "Stand Your Ground" which was produced by Yours Truly and mastered by Shawn Grove. You can hear that and a recording of the live cover of "Kickstart my Heart" taken during my performance on 10/3/10 in Sioux Falls, SD here http://www.myspace.com/deficitbandsd

The Material will release their debut CD featuring a song titled "I'd Be Lying" co-written my Colleen and Myself on 1/11/11

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