Thoughts and Prayers are with you brother

Last monday a good friend of mine Scott Thomas was shot and severely injured in his bus. More on the story
I was given the chance to hangout with Scott a couple years ago and kept in touch ever since. He's a great guy, an amazing drummer and just an all around dude. Go to http://www.helpparmalee.com/ for updates on scott's recovery.

I want to hold you up so you can see yourself...I'm sick of watching you fall on your face again

Positive vibes people! Boom! haha Today is just a great day! Got up early, went for a run, got all my productive needs done and now just chilling. It's a beautiful day outside so I assume I'll be spending the majority of it out doors. I'm taking the next couple days to unwind and enjoy life (even more than I do everyday). I've gotten a little tied up in things and talking to some old friends has put the past right back in my mind but I'm done living off of what has happened in the last few years that had just destroyed me. I blame 3 people for saving my life over this time, mostly in the last year which happened to be one of the hardest of my life, Morgan, Katelynn and Jesse made things easier. Live life, that's really all there is to it. Don't hold back and enjoy it. QUIT BEING NEGATIVE! Have great weekend people!

-J-

What the fuck?!?!

WHAT THE FUCK?!?!?! lol Just messin' what ya'll up to?!?! Me? Well nothing much! Just thought I'd blog to you since it's been awhile since I've taken the time to just talk to those of you care. I've been pretty caught up in loving life the last few days. I've finally gotten everything to where I've been working for it to be. Finally settled into my own place and gotten the crazy moving mumbo-jumbo done. I've really been focusing on myself lately which is why I haven't blogged/Facebooked/Tweeted much lately. But...BoOOOOMm I'm back and better than ever. Now since all this post is about is me ranting on and on I'm switching gears. ATTENTION NEGATIVE PEOPLE: Nothing is ever bad enough for you to spend a day, a week sometimes a month carrying on and being depressed and making it your goal to bring other people down with you. My goal everyday is to take negative situations and find the positives in them. You should do the same. If you need help, I'm sure you know how to get ahold of me if you need somebody to talk to. Soooo with that said. BOOM next subject. Weather in the state that I live it sucks...I saw snow the other day and its fucking cold out. Like I was wearing a hardcore parka today just to run a couple errands. fuck. ps I appologize for the vulgar language in this blog. I have a mild case of being pissed off but I'm finding my positive vibes as I type. Last thing I feel the need to toss in here. 
Katelynn: Now 98% of people who are reading this are prolly going to say I'm stupid, crazy, ect. but I feel like I need to let this out. She's the best thing to happen to me in a long time and I can't express to anyone how much I love her! 
Well dayum son! looks like I'm out of time. 

That's all you get..Enjoy it..BOOM!






Breaking News: Spamming of Inbox leads to blog post

Hey guys! My facebook/twitter followers have been asking how things are going. Well my response is, FUCKING AWESOME. Today is day 8 in my new apartment and seriously, I dont think things could get much better. I'd like to thank Morgan and Katelynn for the post on my blog. You guys rock. Also thanks to everyone who's been there for me over the last few months. So this post is basically a thank you to everyone.

Thanks to:
Katelynn I. - For showing me that after being kicked down, pulled up and dropped again that there is still alway new beginnings and that love still exists. I love you.
Morgan R. - Man i dont even know where to start with you. You've been there for me like nobody else has, you've helped me keep my head up even when I was face down in the mud. Thanks man.
Sarah L. - My "Sister Seperated at birth". You also helped me through some of the hardest times over the last few months and things may have been different of your input wasnt included. Thank you so much!
Alex F. - Big guy. Always a good listener and never really angry about anything. You're an inspiration.
Sarah H. - Sister, you've been through hell and you see some sides of the hell that others dont. You helped make me moving into my own place happen. Thanks.
Jesse H. - Jesse, man you and I have been through burned bridges, horrible shit storms. You always understand without me having to say anything. You've shown me the true meaning of friendship.
Logan S. - Man we've been around it all. No matter the distance, the time. We always got it! Keep it strong bro!
And last but not least -
    Everyone else who reads my blogs, follows me in twitter/facebook, the fans of all the music projects I've been blessed to be apart of, and last of all. You, the ones who read this, and show me that somebody out there is listening, and hopefully being helped.

JSH

Jordan, Thank you

Jordan, there are few people in this world that can no matter how shitty, how terrible, how gross your day, week, month, even year is can make your smile and make any impossible situation possible to overcome. I love him unconditonally he single handedly saved my life over the last year but just being there for me. He's the funniest guy who doesn't try to be funny, and he's just a huge inspiration. He's the most responsible, compulsive, and determined guy I know of his age. I've never seen anyone be so destroyed in his own life and put that aside to help anyone in need out. Jordan basiclly this is a thank you. You're a bestfriend, brother, hero to me and many others. Thank you for all the hard work, help and support you've given me over the last few months.
-Morgan  (Now please keep in mind this was all my idea to hack your blog, Katelynn was forced to do this, I held her a gun point! Just Kidding)

Hey Jordan! I know its only been 3 months. But they've been by far the greatest three months in a long time. You not only happen to be such an incredible boyfriend, but also an amazing best friend. You fight so hard for what you believe in, you're not afraid to be different, and always know what to say when something comes up. You're adorable, tallented, trustworthy, and are funny without even having to try. You brighten my world, and being with you is always amazing. ♥ I don't know what I'd do without ya. Thankyou so much for all that you've done. And I hope you have a great senior year! Make the best of what is still to come, and life will take you far. I love you, just sayin' haha
-KMI