Well since 3 people in the last 12 hours commented to me about how worthless my blogpost was yesterday here is a real one. First off thanks guys, you all seem to care and more people have my back and give me support then I realized and it means a lot to me. The last couple of weeks have shown to give me a lot of changes, not like super changes that will effect you guys or the ones close to me but changes that I see in myself and things that I see that are helping me. Such as the stress level has dropped and fuck, I've slept more in the last few days then I have in like 3 weeks. Thats a plus. I've been running/biking a ton lately and man that helps more than anything and clears my head. As for everything else? Things are great! I have the most amazing girlfriend in world and she's a big reason for my positive attitude on life, and not only that she's also a huge inspiration, understands me more than 98% of you ever will. Then I have Morgan, he's my running mate, my brother, best friend and all around hero. Dude thanks for everything, the support you've given me over the last year is incompairable to anything else. Even thought I helped u through a lot, I can't ever repay you for the support. Now I got sarah, she's prolly the closest thing I have to a sister, she's closer to me than my own sister by a long shot. I'm sure we're truly siblings seperated at birth and nobody's told us. We're there for each other no matter what the issue. Thanks Sarah without you earlier this year i wouldn't have made it this far, When you're at collage its gonna suck! Jesse, we've grown apart over the last couple years but man you're still the man, without you life wouldnt have been this fun! I miss you everyday we don't talk and I can't wait to see you at your wedding. As for everybody else? You all are inspiring and you help me more than anybody knows. I got an email a few weeks back from a girl about my age that I knew but only had talked to maybe once. She told me that my lyrics, blog posts and just inspiration created through my problems helped her to overcome the fear of asking for help in an addiciton. Now as of today she's 5 weeks clean and making it very well. Its things like that that keep me going and keep it my goal to help anyone who needs it. So thank you guys.
Jordan
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Hello world, how is everyone today? I'm just kinda taking a Fuck the world day and getting things done. Lots of uncool stuff going on right now but as for me? I'm starting to get back to where I want to be...All that matters is that I have my friends behind me. Thanks to you guys! Morgan, Katelynn, Sarah, Alex, M!dg3t, everyone you guys rock!
I promised you that is update more so here it is. first off how are you all? after looking at the stats on my blog a lot more people read this then I expected. I never really take the time to hear from you. so here is something I'm gonna try. any one, feel free to email me at anytime at chemicalchrist10@gmail.com or Facebook me WWW.Facebook.com/ChemicalChrist10 and talk to me. ill respond ASAP in the order I get them. so...on with the bloggidy. Right spent yesterday morning and will again Monday mornibg looking for an apartment. in a time of a lot of change in my life but all of the changes good. for the most part. sad note that Sarah @lilmunkie is leaving for collage in a little over a month but its great that she's moving forward. I've really gotten acquainted with my new band mates and we are almost ready to announce the release date for the new album. Im also just really enjoying living life for now. Made a few bad choices over the last month but ill pay the price for them. also for other things? I've got the most ardorable girlfriend in the world..BTW yes I'm taken. I keep getting asked that. common sense would say that if my relationship status says "in a relationship"...it kinda speaks for it self. well please checkout the Antix website its all new for the upcoming album and tour. u can also download the new single there free too. http://www.antixofficial.yolasite.com. as always thanks for the love and support.
Well guys, how are ya'll? This blog needs updated more I'm tellin ya. I havent done a very good job at it. Right now life can't be beat. I have the most supporting friends, the coolest girlfriend, and the best support in the world. It took a long time and a lot of ups and downs to get here but I can officially say that today is the day I've made it. My band
Antix is releasing a new album this winter and is the heaviest, most intense, more on a personal level than anything anyone has ever seen come out of us. My story personally behind the entire album is one that took a lot to bring to the table. As for now? Things are getting brighter everyday! So stay tuned as we blow an album your way.
Hey guys, today marked the start of pre-production for the upcoming Antix tour. Last night we released a new single titled "goodbye" to our website http://www.antixofficial.yolasite.com. and there u can find a link to download it free and also see it featured on wjrr radio. we've finished recording and writing is done. the point of this post is to just thank everyone for the love and support you've Given to the band and myself. we are all blessed to have the chance todo what we love. the new music is the most personal stuff yet but we really looking at it in a different way this time. Not to take more credit from the guys but 98% off all the lyrics I have written are songs we've done. I feel that I opened the doors to.a.side of me nobody has really ever seen. but more on all this later. thanks everyone for the support
Since the spamming of my email account has become stupid here is the blog you've all been asking for. The last few weeks have been a very busy one. Between recording a new record, getting my life where I want it and pretty much doing my thing here we are. The new music? Killer can't wait for you guys to hear it. (New single available 7.16.10)
clip here I've also welcomed a lot of changes in myself and in my life recently and currently trying to figure it out. To my sioux falls friends..Yes the king will return on Aug 2nd with Drowning Pool. Be ready. Now on to what my blog is always about. After just finishing up writing I've looked back and saw all the disaster my life was over the last few months. I can't thank the people who helped me out of it enough. It's hard to believe but I actually had a hard time writing the new stuff because I didn't want to open the door to what I had been through over the last year. But it was the only thing on my mind. After letting out all the pressure I ended up opening up and it all seemed to pour out very quickly and very deep, looking at it now its some of the deepest, most personal shit I've ever thought of sharing with anyone but I guess its going to happen. Right now actually is a weird time for me and that's why I havent posted and really didn't want to post this. I have a few decisions to make and they're very hard ones. So please just bare with me as i pick up my pieces. The new album is expected in Late 2010 or early 2011. Tour dates are on the myspace page
